Still I am trying to answer

……………wait let me go through your profile……… after more than fifteen minutes the gentleman said Madhuban, you know what your overall profile is saying. I asked, what sir? He replied “always you are in search of something” what is that?
I never thought I have to answer this question. Anyway…. I started thinking blankly, Ya he is right but what is that? I never asked myself before.
I tried to answer his question but I could not. I tried to balance the situation. Finally I could, and then a series of questions……. I answered all of them but not up to my contentment but he was satisfied and said “Welcome in Development Alternatives Group” now you are on board, wait for while, our HR manager will take you to his office for official formalities. I got job in my dream organization.
But the question “I am in search of something” is still not answered by me. I tried but could not frame it into words & sentences.
I always wanted to do what normally others don’t do? I belong to a small village in Uttar Pradesh. Mumbaikar call us “Bhaiya”. While interacting with a group in Mumbai at Bandra east locality, one Marathi young girl suddenly said “aap thoda thoda bhaiya jaise bolte hai, aap bhaiya hai kya” I was very new to the city. I could not understand what she is saying but could not forget also. I was not aware about this term. I enquired and came to know “if you belong to U.P. you are so called Bhaiya in Mumbai”.
I am self taught sociologist, inherited emotions and literary by mind want to become a social entrepreneur that is the reason I have done Post Graduate Diploma in Social Enterprise Management from SIES College, Navi Mumbai. I do have the theoretical clarity in my mind but still bit away from the reality. I am perfectionist some time found it unreasonable.
I am looking for like minded personalities to implement my thoughts with their thoughts into reality to help poorest of the poor around the globe. I don’t believe in charity. I don’t believe in color, caste, culture, religion like barriers.
Let us join hands together in service of people who really need us. Our small efforts can change their lives. Who they are?

Me

About me........still trying to understand........who am I?